AKU RINDU KAMU YANG DULU

Aku bikin ini saat sebelum hubungan kita rumit

Hii

I know you’re going to found this

And now you start to read this

I dont know what it is

Lets straight to the point

I have no brave to talk to you directly

Hope you not feeling bored or droll or yawn

Oh what the hell I talking about

Just read it!

When i first saw you I never knew taht I would so in love with you

You just like a drugs for me and I’m addicted to you

Everything you do makes me love you even harder

We dreams the same dreams

We built our happiness

We have something to reach it , together

We promise to stay on each other

And won’t give up even if we have to do this way

Yeah, you know the Long Distance Relationship

At first everything’s good

We always doing voicecall, videocall

Sending picture and many stuff that makes me missed you , everytime

We came together again

For about 6 months

Everything is more amazing than before

My life is brighter day by day

People would think we’re the craziest God creatures in the entire world

Till the distance seperate us for twice

It's 'the hard time for me

I always missed you as hell

Fact that, your phone has broken

And I barely cant see your face

Except from the picture I have on my phone

You always know how to make my day

I didn’t expect you would come when my 20th birthday

Believe it or not

That was the greatest gift I’ve ever had

Tried to find another word to describe how happy I am

But I lost my word

I only can say thankyou for everything

Then you went back to your hometown

With me , I’m super duper happy

You took me to your family

I’m so blessed to God

And you said your family accept me as well

You introduce me to your friend also

You took me to the beach

The beautiful place on earth  I want to visit

Its completely happiest time that I won’t to forget till the end of my time

And here I am

back to my home

‘and you still be the one that I love the most

The reason why I put a big smile on my face when I see picture of us

People would think I’m crazy

But do I look care of what people think? Hell no

One month has gone so fast

We finaly met again on graduation day

Our mom had known each other. I’m glad

But you were here only for 2 days

Everything has changed . you have a job

And Gosh, why you always make me fall in love everytime I saw you

I cant lose you

Now we’re on this more hardest time

The time that I’m afraid off

The time that I always imagine as a night mare

I’m afraid that you’ll fall for other girl

I’m afraid there is a girl will making you happy more than I do

I’m afraid if I wasn’t the reason for that smile. Anymore

I always afraid to lose you

But this feeling still go on

Seems like I never stop loving you

And makes me even weaker

I dont know, do you feel the same?

Now I dont understand

Sometimes,

You being so rude, and kind and rude again

Oh you have a job , right

You kind of busy and tired of work

That's your reason

All I want is just to keep being you

Being someone who tells me ‘do’ and ‘dont’

Being someone who always want me as much as I want you

Being someone who always want to see my face

Being someone who optimis that we going to met again

Being someone who tells me ‘ I miss your laugh ‘

Being someone who said ‘sleep! I dont want you to stay up all night’

Being someone who cares

I’m trying to not overacting , overthinking

No matter what happen on us I will never let you go

Nobody can replace you

The best precious thing I have in my life after my mom

But I dont know how to say

I miss the old you